[or maybe shinji should LEARN HOW TO JOKE like a normal person]
yeah i guess most people dont kick it before they're 20. hey go for it see what you cant find.
i dunno i never had a lot of interest in that kinda stuff. had a bunch of other shit going on so i never really thought about like... relationships or jobs or anything like that. i kinda knew as soon as i started on those suppressants that i wouldn't last more than a few years so i figured why bother with it.
yeah same here. still kinda weird to think about it though.
[he hasnt thought too deeply about it, really- about the idea that he could actually have a future. It's just-- it's a lot to consider and he's not sure he's ready for that.]
uh yeah I dunno about that. I dont think i'd be any good with it.
ok but if i tried and actually got it right, then I'm stuck with some girl.
[i'm sorry makoto your friend isn't asexual but he is fucking useless at this, having just SKIPPED that whole part of being a teenager. i hope you never thought he was actually cool. ]
yeah but dont forget, it'd be a girl you wanted to pick up in the first place. and no ur not stuck with her, u can just break up.
[ Alas, Makoto cannot hear his inner monologue. He finds himself wondering - not for the first time - if Shinji isn't interested in women at all, for for some other reason or whatever. Oh well, not his business. ]
ok, cool. lets talk about it more later. im gonna try to talk to fuuka, and then im gonna head home
[just AMBIGUOUS SEXUALITY until he accepts being alive and figures himself out, obviously. He's just gotta break out of the mindset of being dead to the world and nothing mattering and himself being worse for all involved. Alas, if only they could share inner monologues or actually learn to communicate feelings.]
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yeah i guess most people dont kick it before they're 20. hey go for it see what you cant find.
i dunno i never had a lot of interest in that kinda stuff. had a bunch of other shit going on so i never really thought about like... relationships or jobs or anything like that. i kinda knew as soon as i started on those suppressants that i wouldn't last more than a few years so i figured why bother with it.
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[ if Shinji doesn't need suppressants anymore, that's... kind of a big fucking deal for him, isn't it? ]
maybe the three of us can go out together and pick up girls. operation babe hunt the sequel
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[he hasnt thought too deeply about it, really- about the idea that he could actually have a future. It's just-- it's a lot to consider and he's not sure he's ready for that.]
uh yeah I dunno about that. I dont think i'd be any good with it.
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you could be my wingman at least
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[i'm sorry makoto your friend isn't asexual but he is fucking useless at this, having just SKIPPED that whole part of being a teenager. i hope you never thought he was actually cool. ]
you mean help you out? sure i dont mind.
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[ Alas, Makoto cannot hear his inner monologue. He finds himself wondering - not for the first time - if Shinji isn't interested in women at all, for for some other reason or whatever. Oh well, not his business. ]
ok, cool. lets talk about it more later. im gonna try to talk to fuuka, and then im gonna head home
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[just AMBIGUOUS SEXUALITY until he accepts being alive and figures himself out, obviously. He's just gotta break out of the mindset of being dead to the world and nothing mattering and himself being worse for all involved. Alas, if only they could share inner monologues or actually learn to communicate feelings.]
alright. just lemme know. see you at the house.